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Bleed
03:07
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I've been stressed out
I've been messed up
I've been wrecked for quite some time
Hearing voices, Making choices
Pinning sins, but they're not mine
Say what you want about me
Punish me for all these crimes
You stay hung up
Keep me strung up
But I don't have the time
This is going just a little too far for me
You need a scapegoat and somebody's going to bleed
So you can take your blame and place it all down on me
When you don't even know the history
I don't have the words to say to make you bite your tongue
But if you had humility how would you have fun
This is going just a little too far for me
You need a scapegoat and somebody's going to bleed
So you can take your blame and place it all down on me
When you don't even know the history
I hope you get kicked
When you're falling from that high horse
You spread a lot of hate
With no shame or remorse
And I don't like the place
That I have been forced
This has gone way too far for me
You need a scapegoat but I am not going to bleed
But you can take your blame and place it all down on me
When you don't even know my history
I am not going to bleed
If somebody's going to bleed
I am not going to bleed
I am not going to bleed
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2. |
Codependency
02:31
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Whether a person or a bottle
A best friend or a man
I run through life always clutching their hand
You see I got all these demons I just don't care to face
And If I get left lonely, they start haunting this place
Codependency has got me for life
Codependency you see I'm just not right
Codependency well it holds me tight
If I don't have you then I'm drinking to sleep tonight
All the ways I feel violent towards myself
All the ways I can't fix my mental health
If I stop just for a second I start thinking too much
But I'm always falling down even if I'm holding my crutch
Codependency has got me for life
Codependency you see I'm just not right
Codependency well it holds me tight
If I don't have you then drinking
Codependency has got me for life
Dependency because I'm just not right
Codependency well it holds me tight
If I don't have you then I'm sleeping to drink tonight
Codependency has got me for life
Codependency you see I'm just not right
Codependency well it holds me tight
If I don't have you then I'm sleeping
Codependency has got me for life
Dependency you see I'm just not right
Codependency well it holds me tight
I have you I'm still drinking to sleep tonight
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3. |
Zenobia
03:00
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When I first saw you
It was your eyes and hair I was drawn to
Your talent was everything
You were so much more than perfect
I didn't think that I deserved it
I didn't know the chaos we would bring
As things progressed I told myself I was second best
I could never live up to what I saw in you
Every night I came home to the best person I could belong to
Too bad you never came home to me
Now we could talk through all these problems
But we'd never really solve them
And in the end we'd feel the same
And now that the chaos is over
And we have this love hangover
I know you'll love someone besides me
As things progressed I told myself I was second best
I could never live up to what I saw in you
Every night I came home to the best person I could belong to
Too bad you never came home to me
God it's so painful, loosing your best friend
(lost my best friend)
When it first starts you refuse to picture the end
But you know it's always there
So you put up with every tear
Refuse to see it as temporary
Because this connection is so damn scary
As things progressed I told myself I was second best
I could never live up to what I saw in you
Every night I came home to the best person I could belong to
Too bad you never came home to me
You never came home to me
You never came home to me
You never came home
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4. |
Spent
03:24
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It's not my place to say it
But it looks bad from the outside
I can only imagine how it feels on the inside
I'm close enough to see it
I'm too far away to touch
It's really none of my business
So I should learn to keep my mouth shut
You're not the only one waiting for things to die down
We all got dragged in now
You're not the only one waiting for this to calm down
We all got roped in some how
Spending all my money on booze
Wasting my time using boys who use me
I could spend that all on you
You'll never let that happen so what's the use
Making an ass of myself again
Knowing it'll never be more than this
I really need to take a hint
Really need to learn to take your hints
You're not the only one waiting for things to die down
We all got dragged in now
You're not the only one waiting for this to calm down
We all got roped in some how
I'm not trying to be self serving, this is genuine concern
You put up with so much vitriol , and none of it seems earned
But I said my piece, held back some thoughts
You know I think about you a lot, and this situation gets hard to watch
Because your eyes are sweet, your thoughts are kind
It makes me angry and it blows my mind
That someone could bring you down like this all the time
You're not the only one waiting for things to die down
We all got dragged in now
You're not the only one waiting for this to calm down
We all go roped in now
Trying to catch your eye is hell
I should learn to love myself
Wasted so much time on you
We've all got better things to do
I have spent my time in hell
I will learn to love myself
No more wasted time on you
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5. |
Better Luck Next Time
03:26
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Stop saying sorry for the same things
If it's a habit that's repeating
If it makes you feel so damn sick
Why do you always seem to act like this
Keep on practicing the same lines
Or maybe try something new this time
But nothing you say is ever new
I think the problem
It has to be you
Things could change
Could rearrange
But bad habits love to stay
I'm pulling out my teeth to stop biting my tongue
It's the next day and you're uncomfortably numb
Same mistakes, they're no longer fun
Your brains always on run
Keep on crossing the same lines
Praying people don't leave you behind
You justify it in your own mind
Promise yourself you'll do better next time
(it's gotta get better)
But you're always just the same wreck
Living in that same mess
And every time you say you cleaned up
It's just an image that you dreamed up
I'm pulling out my teeth to stop biting my tongue
It's the next day and you're uncomfortably numb
Same mistakes, they're no longer fun
Your brains always on run
It's a new day with the same regrets
Never can keep yourself in check
Moving so slow but you claim progress
but
Where's the progress
Each tomorrow's one I could change
Too bad it's always today
I'm pulling out my teeth to stop biting my tongue
It's the next day and I'm uncomfortably numb
Same mistakes, they're no longer fun
My brains always on run
It's a new day with the same regrets
Never can keep myself in check
I'm moving so slow
But I claim progress
There's no progress
Things could change
Could rearrange
But bad habits love to stay
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6. |
Justin
03:22
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There are times when I can't breathe
And my words get stuck on repeat
I'm hyperventilating, losing sleep
This is so much bigger than me
There are times when I wake up
I know you're gone and I can't do much
I'm feeling empty but full of love
But now you're gone and I can't do
Much
Now I kiss you ashes when I pass my dresser
You're finally close
I liked you far away better
You weren't around to take my call
I wasn't there to catch your fall
I'll always feel like I could've done you better
You made your choice, well now it lasts forever
I couldn't take your pain away
I tried but I couldn't make you stay
I can't call you on the phone
So I'll sit through this alone
You could've had me as a home
I'm sorry you felt so alone
You broke my heart and you let me down
You were the one who was really let down
So I screamed on my best friends floor
I made those calls that I've never had to make before
You should've seen the shots they poured
A party you should have been there for
And your mom's words were grating on my ears
Confirming both our greatest fears
I couldn't hold her through all her tears
A memory that I'll have for years
I can't call you on the phone
So I'll sit through this alone
You could've had me as a home
I'm sorry you felt so alone
You broke my heart but I let you down
I'm so sorry that I let you down
There are times when I can't breathe
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trash. Colorado
Colorado Pop/Punk/Emo
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